Art, inglorious and dubstep... wha.

Everytime I get the time or capacity to do something artistic I feel asthough i've wrongly chosen academics over creativity. I'm aware i'm no Rembrandt or Denis Peterson, but I have such a passion for art. I don't want it as a hobby anymore, I want it as my main focus. But that is absoloutley impossible.
On a lighter note...
Inglorious basterd's is a masterpiece. The dialogue, cinematography, plot, music, performances.. just perfection. Without sounding like a pretentious twat, i'd recommend it to anyone.

Some nice irrelevant music.. this post is so random.

Escapism.

I wish I could escape reality, not in some melodramatic wawawa fml way.

Just as reality is offering nothing appealing to me, i'm living day by day with procrastination and a half arsed mentality that is eating away at my motivation. I feel directionless.

"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life"

Lame.

The irony that i'm ill just days before the clotheshow is so very annoying, I really hope that I haven't caught something serious. This is probably the worst i've felt since I can't remember when, not even being over dramatic haha. My attendance was suffering & cos of this, it's only going to get worse! That, accompinied with all the work i'm getting behind on is pretty frustrating.
However! I've been saving up for ages and regardless of illness, i'm still gonna go. :)