Richard.

Today was a brief reminder of your absence. You were the reason I ever gained interest in art. However, nothing I've done or could ever creatively achieve would emulate your talent. I believe in no heaven or hell, or the need to romanticise your parting. Your actions would have pushed you far into limbo. So it's is a good thing I despise religion then :) I miss you.

This song is so misinterpreted, it's not glorifying religion at all.. It's asking the question "How can there possibly be a god if so many atrocities happen?" No extent of excuses or religious explanation can answer that question, ever.

Hate.

"I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every Panda that wouldn't screw to save its species. I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the French beaches I'd never see. I wanted to breathe smoke."

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That, to me, is the closest definition of hate I've ever encountered.
I want to be a less hateful person. I think the world of my friends and allow them the benefit of the doubt, but I am quick to bear grudges and my preconceptions are usually negative. I'm more cynical than I am considerate. I always carry hate, of course to some extent that will never leave and it is fully warranted, but I want to be able to see the good in people more easily. It's easier to fixate on flaws than it is to appreciate something, be it in people, objects or your environment.

The next piece of art I do has to be fight club themed..

I long for clarity..

<3

(mega old photo)
I love her more than anything in this world.
Without a doubt the most selfless, beautiful, wonderful person I've ever known.
Plus she likes Johnny Depp, the woman has taste.

Wishful thinking.

Pastels, florals, studs and bodycon. How I wish I could grow a money tree, and longer hair come to think of it.

Sunshine.

Cillian Murphy is so under-rated as an actor. He is anti-celebrity and doesn't allow any media interference in his personal life.. so different from other famous people. I really do respect him.

One day.

This, my dad sold about a year ago at Bonhams. The artist is Russian and I think it was a pre-sketch to a master oil. The mark making on it is so precise, it captures the action so perfectly. One day I wish I can accomplish something to this degree of quality, I can dream.

Tim.

"Movies are like an expensive form of therapy for me."

New.

This is probably intended to be a creative diary :)